Faults

I find that lately I have taken opportunities to point out the faults of others without taking time to pay attention to how my own faults are conveyed to others. I am a woman of many faults. One that has recently come to my attention is my inability to hold a conversation without changing the subject. It has become more and more frustrating to deal with because it hurts people I consider myself close to. I hate that something that I should be aware of and be able to change creates a feeling of inadequacy in others when it is my own inadequacy that is the root of the problem. I have been trying much harder lately to make sure I don't do this, but even today it happened twice. I hate that I hurt others with my perceived disinterest in what they have to say. I really need to and have been praying on this in order to fix it and allow myself to be a part of the conversation without feeling the need to change topics.

I don't know if any of that made sense to you all, but oh well.